The holidays are commonly a peak time for relationship endings. There are many reasons why that might be. Maybe you are examining the relationship from the past year. Maybe you see the commitment in spending the holiday together. Whatever the reason is, if you are hurting from a break up right now (no matter the season), we know how difficult it is.
If you chose to end it, you didn't want it to happen, or it was mutual- it all still hurts. There is simply no way around the pain that comes from separating from a person you felt close to. Romantic relational loss is grief in its own form. The pain can feel acute, especially in the beginning. This can make it difficult to know how to move forward.
First, let go of your timeline. Try to remember that how you get through it is more important than how quickly you get through it. It is a time to invite in some reflection. I hope you can use these tips as a guide, not a manual, to navigate the how in your heartbreak.
Honor self care: Support yourself in gentle ways. Surround yourself with those who you feel safe with, who will lend an ear to what you are feeling. Create a playlist that will speak to your emotions. Write down all your messy thoughts and feelings in a journal. Find some time to create a list of nourishing self care rituals.
Examine what you learned: Relationships are containers for growth. They allow us to get to know ourselves deeper. What are the things you learned about yourself in that partnership? What did you learn about what you need? What about non-negotiables? What were the ineffective ways you communicated? What were your defense mechanisms? What were you protecting yourself from? What do you need to forgive yourself and the other person for?
Allow the emotions: Remember that emotions are not permanent. If you find yourself ruminating, this could be a sign of emotional avoidance. It is okay, this is common. Talk to a therapist about the function of these thoughts. What purpose are they serving? What role are they playing? What is the feeling behind this thought? The loss of a relationship can also cause past attachment wounds to resurface. If you’ve experienced forms of neglect, abandonment, isolation, or mis-attunement in your life. Then you may be faced with some painful emotions that are paired with painful memories. That is normal, and is an invitation for processing. Explore ways you can feel safe when processing these emotions.
Let go of communication: This is one of the most important steps, and yes this also includes access to social media. When you stop all forms of communication with your ex-partner you are giving yourself the space to heal. Sometimes it can feel easier to hold on, then to let go. If you are having difficulty, be gentle with yourself. Ask yourself, what is difficult about letting go of communication? What are you afraid of if you let go? What feels easier about holding on?
A final important note- they call it a “heartbreak” for a reason. Experiencing loss in this form impacts our neurobiology. Cortisol peaks during a breakup, and those addictive honeymoon hormones that are present at the start. Well, they plummet at the end. Our brains can experience a sense of withdrawal as a result.
This can also be a reason for the lack of sleep, loss of appetite, or overall physiological discomfort. It can feel like your heart is actually breaking. What you are going through is normal, and always remember you are not alone. We have a wonderful team who can help you process your heart break. Reach out to our intake coordinators to find a therapist who can support you.
Additional Resources:
How To Fix a Broken Heart: Guy Winch - TedTalk
Heartbreak: There is a scientific reason why they feel so rotten