In this article:
Why do we fall in love with the idea of someone at first?
How to get to know someone for real in the age of online dating
Am I idealizing my partner? How to check in with yourself
What to do when the rose-colored glasses come off
How to build real intimacy with your partner
Relationship therapy for individuals and partners
If you’ve ever been in a romantic relationship, the experience of having rose-colored glasses (and then taking them off) might feel familiar. You fantasize about the life you might build with this other person: exciting dates and travel experiences, building a long-term partnership, perhaps buying a home and having children with them. But the longer you’re with them, the reality is different from what you imagined. Your partner might be a little (or a lot) different than you first thought, and the truth is, so are you.
Why do humans fall in love with the idea of someone, rather than the actual person? What function does this serve in the course of a relationship? Should we avoid doing it? How do we handle it when we start to see our partners for who they really are, and they’re different from who we expected? It turns out there are actually some very good answers for all of this.
Why Do We Fall in Love with the Idea of Someone at First?
You might have seen a few memes about this topic floating around the internet:
Despite what these memes might lead us to believe, falling in love with the idea of someone isn’t necessarily a personal flaw, or something we can avoid. There are a couple of reasons why falling in love with the idea of someone is a nearly universal human experience when it comes to romantic love.
First, humans are social creatures who are wired for connection. As a species, humans evolved and survived by partnering with others and procreating. Although in modern society we can meet our needs for human connection differently without necessarily choosing a romantic partner, the majority of people still choose it.
The “rose-colored glasses” effect serves an evolutionary function of drawing us in and forging a bond with the other person. It’s a protective effect; if we saw the flaws first, they would repel us, and we would never be able to build a connection with anyone.
In other words, falling in love with the idea of someone is a natural process that is nearly impossible to avoid. When we can acknowledge and accept that, we can bring more self-awareness to our relationships and move forward with mindfulness.
The other dynamic at play is that most people are nervous to be their real selves in the beginning of a relationship. You’re only seeing the parts you’re willing to show each other. As you and your partner spend more time together and start to build trust, you feel more safe to be your authentic selves, even the messy parts, and that’s when the dynamic tends to shift.
How to Get to Know Someone for Real in the Age of Online Dating
As mentioned above, the “rose-colored glasses” effect serves a purpose of forging an initial bond with a new partner and it isn’t realistic to think we can completely avoid it. There is always risk involved in getting to know someone romantically, and it may feel even more risky to get to know someone you found via an app.
Here are some tips to navigate the “getting to know you” stage of dating:
Learn to tolerate some awkwardness. The advent of online dating has its perks; for many, it has significantly widened the pool of potential partners, creating more opportunities to find someone whose interests and values match our own, versus mere proximity. Yet with more options than ever, it has perhaps created an illusion of perfection and control. If one date is a little awkward or uncomfortable, we can always hop back on the app and find someone else, right? Try to be mindful of that instinct. Being our imperfect, human selves is essential to build real intimacy, but we might never experience it if we run back to the apps whenever we feel a little discomfort. It can take time to feel at ease with people.
Beware the “no spark” fallacy. It’s hard to be your best, most comfortable self on a first date because each person brings expectations to it. People can surprise you, but they might need more than one two-hour conversation to open up and be their real selves. Accept that you might not immediately feel “the spark” and that it may take a few more times of interacting with someone to see all facets of them and discern whether there’s a connection there worth pursuing.
Give it time. For many partners who find each other online, one common challenge is that there is little to no community overlap. They have no friends, classmates, or coworkers in common, and therefore have no baseline for understanding how this person interacts with others. In romantic relationships, we’re looking to track behavior over time and make a decision about whether or not this person is right for us. When there is no overlap in social circles, it takes more time to fill in this essential gap.
Am I Idealizing My Partner? How to Check In with Yourself
If you meet someone and hit it off romantically, you might be worried about whether you’re seeing them and your relationship clearly, especially if you’ve experienced betrayal with a previous partner. As mentioned above, the goal is to track behavior over time. Anyone can say anything about who they are and what they want; you need time to observe what their actions are saying. Here are a few questions to ask yourself when you’re worried about whether someone is really a good fit for you:
What is the story I’m telling myself about their behavior? For example, if the person is not consistent about texting you back or communicating with you, does it make you question your worthiness, or whether their lack of communication means they don’t care for you as strongly as you care for them?
Conflict is a part of building lasting intimacy; a low or no-conflict dynamic is often (but not always) a sign that partners don’t feel safe being honest with each other and expressing disagreement. If you and your partner have had low or no conflict, it’s time to ask: are you still in an idealizing phase? Are you still treating each other too carefully? Do you feel safe confronting them about an issue, if it comes up?
What To Do When the Rose-Colored Glasses Come Off
Even though the “rose-colored glasses” phase is a natural part of bonding with someone romantically, it is indeed just a phase, and eventually your perception of each other will change and the dynamic will shift, for better or for worse. You will likely have moments of “this person isn’t who I thought they were” or “this relationship isn’t what I thought it was.” This isn’t a sign that the relationship is doomed, or that either of you failed to see each other clearly. It’s important to normalize this experience and see it as an opportunity to appreciate that person for who they truly are. This process is a chance to build real, lasting intimacy with someone and forge deeper bonds, or make an informed decision that you’re not right for each other.
When conflict or disagreement arises, here are some ways to practice authenticity (both allowing yourself to be honest with them, and allowing them to be honest with you.)
Take ownership of the story you’re telling yourself about their behavior, e.g., “you never text me back, it makes me feel like I’m not worthy of your time & attention” or “ “you always show up late to things, that makes me feel like you don’t care.”
Give the other person space to respond honestly; it will reveal a lot about their ability to handle conflict. They may admit that they’re acting in a certain way because they don’t feel this relationship is right for them, or they might share that their behavior is a reflection of a deeper personal struggle, like an insecurity that they have. If you get the sense that they’re deflecting or denying your experience and feelings, that’s cause for concern.
Remember, the beginning of a relationship is when you’re establishing boundaries and power dynamics are being negotiated. People are often afraid of conflict in the beginning, but it’s a chance to negotiate these dynamics in good faith. Avoiding conflict is also avoiding real intimacy.
How to Build Real Intimacy with a Romantic Partner
We humans are complicated creatures. Don’t let the memes fool you; we’re all liable to fall in love with the idea of someone and have a “rose-colored glasses” phase.
Just make sure that you take ownership of your own role in the relationship:
Your own needs, desires, and deal-breakers
Your own growth (therapy!)
Don’t fault the other person when they’re not able to live up to the ideal
Don’t fault yourself for what’s actually a pretty natural process that serves a purpose
Relationship Therapy for Individuals and Partners
Building real intimacy with another person is hard work. From the expectations we bring to our relationships to the emotional wounds that we’re still trying to heal, dating and romantic partnerships can be fraught.
ECC therapists are here to help you grapple with the discomfort and uncertainty of connecting with others, learning how to form secure attachments, and build authentic relationships. At Empowered Connections Counseling in Chicago, we support individuals in every stage of the journey, whether you’re single, happily partnered, healing from heartbreak or loss of a partner, or recovering from abuse or betrayal. We also support all types of identities and relationships: straight, LGBTQIA+, monogamous, polyamorous, partnered, married, or divorced. Together, we can help you find the right therapist and therapy approach to forge healthy, meaningful connections in your life. Reach out today to book a session.
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